Just when I thought I’d never receive another note…

Almost 6 weeks after his death, Jim’s son and I were going through a lock box we found in his safe. I find this envelope with “Song request to be sung at my funeral!” envelope. Luckily I was already sitting on the floor because my world came crashing down when I read this. After hundreds…

Grief…an unintended consequence of LOVE

Grief, mourning, widowhood (is this a real word?)…this wasn’t supposed to be part of my world–or my blog. At all…but here I am. Exactly one month ago, my partner and soulmate of 14 years suddenly died. I’m still not in my right mind. I’m not sure I’ll ever be. My world has burned to the…